I was nothing

Ignored

Some of my friend said “What happen with this life..?”

I ask him why, he said me that he has feel strange with all of this people. Sometime he get their regradfull but sometime they was ignored him. I say to him that is maybe just his feeling, “maybe you in bad mood now” I try to make him to calm.

“Really..? But why some of them make a different way to looked at me, speaking with me, or something else? ” he ask me with full of emotion.

I doubt with my answer before to him, but I try to gave him the rational answer “ Maybe the cause is in your self. Yes, maybe..I said maybe because this is just my subjective opinion. Maybe they not agree with some of you attitude, your action, or with your position in front of them. You have responsibility with your job, and they are our friend, our partner on this office..”

He quit for a minute and then talk again to me “Oke, than why they didn’t tell me, why they just give they abnormal face to me? I don’t know with my fault. I just human, not Profesor Xavier who can read their mind..!”

Well, I agree with him, this problem become grown if we not make it clear. This is the main problem in our office. Much of them just  talk behind the person who they has a problem with the one. Or make the jocking with that and wish the one were understand with that.

This few days I have the same feeling with my friend. I think every one was looking me with different way. Sometime I said to my self “that just your feeling” or “You are too sensitive this day..” or something like that.

Every day is bad mood, I hate my office, I hate my friend, I hate my bos, the point is I Hate Them All. If I ask the help, they say no. they Ignored me, wonderful, isnt it..?

“What happen to my self” I ask like that every day, just like my friend.

I have thinking “Mybe I has make some mistake..?” yes maybe.. “but what?”

Like my friend “Why they didn’t talk to me…?!”

Just ignored me, just ignored, wonderful my friend..

More of our friend in the office is not grow up yet. Much of them were still the kids. This situation make me defer to them, just imagine that you with the kids. Give them a way, doing what they want, tell them what they want to hear, just something like that. But, sometime I have my limits to, If I can hold it more so I blow up. But Alhamdulillah (Thanks God) that not happened yet. Just a little emotion who I show to them. They event know that..

So Iam the Man with the Kids in my Beloved Office…

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